Stinker

In March 2020, and just a few days before the Corona virus locked us all down, the author hit rock-rock-rock bottom. After years of toughing out panic attacks & sometimes debilitating anxiety, he did the unthinkable and got signed off his teaching job with anxiety disorder.

There began a reckoning. Big questions were asked. Futures were peered into. Grey hairs were duly noted. With a big milestone birthday coming up in 999 days, and virtually nothing left to lose, now seemed as good a time as ever to throw caution to the wind and get crystal clear about what a good life would actually look like. And what it would take to get there.


The good life? A finca in Spain. A career as a successfully published author. Money enough not to need to dress his kids in mostly second-hand clothes.

The obstacles? Anxiety, panic, depression, self-doubt, shame, failure, resistance, hopelessness, trauma.

Heavy shit, no?

Thankfully, they don’t usually come all at once 🙂

So, join the writer for the journey of your life! (Or his, at least). From Stinker to Finca in 999 days – How a Failed Buddhist Chased the Big Time (And Healing).